There are alot of things you can say about Angel, some can make you wonder how she did things, others can tell you that and much more. She had a heart of gold, (like people tell me) If you needed anything she would give you it. If she had to she would give you the shirt off her back. She has been through so much in her life, she never had a boyfriend that treated her the way she should have been treated. 

None of them saw who she really was, they just used her for what ever reason and that was it. She could have stopped it, but she didn't. She didn't want to be alone. She got strong over the years with having ass holes for boyfriends.... She had something that no Doctor could find. It made her sick from time to time, and made her not what to live, but she found that she did want to live, so she didn't give up. This is another  thing that made her as strong as she was. 

Life may not make since to most of us, but we have are life the way we do for a reason. Angel wasn't sure about that most of the time. She never understand why God would give her something, that no one could find, and no one could help with. There where days when I talked to her when she wasn't feeling good, and she would tell me how she didn't want to live anymore, how she has no reason to live. I always told her she did.... It may not have been the right  reason I gave her..I always told her that she needs to live to let other peolpe know out in the world, that you can have  a life when you are sick. You can make a difference, even if you don't think you are.

She make a difference to alot of people. She showed alot of people what life is all about, what life means. She gave her heart to people even when she didn't know it. She gave people hope, she gave people more then she knew. I think she knows it now, and did before she left this world. For as much as she had to go through in her life, she always found time to help some one else out who needed it. That is a true friend! 

There is a happy ending to this story I just gave you, She did find love...Just for a short time, but that made the difference in her life.  She had love from all of her friends, but she always wanted someone to love her, for her... Olaf (ShadowKnight) was that person to give it to her. He was the light that was hidening so long in her darkness. Olaf is my best friend and I was the one that got them together in a way. I talked to Angel about him and she began to like him before she even talked to him.She would always ask me things about him, and I would answer them for her... I even talked to Olaf about Angel.

Remember that your life can bring you anything you want, you just have to want it and go for it. Life isn't easy for any of us, but some of us try harder, why others do nothing at all. Angel show me that life has more meaning to it then we all think. We do have a reason to be here, we all just need to find are way.  Even when you find your way, it still may not be easy, but God made it so we can fnd are way and go with it, You just have to take that step....If you ever get down and don't know where to go, just look up and ask for help. You shall get it, it may not be what you thought it would be, it may not be something you can see right away, but keep your eyes and heart open and you will get an anwser.

Angel got hers, and so many other people got theres as well, so if you believe and hope, you shall get yours too. Also don't for get you do have people who love you enough to help you if you need it. It doesn't hurt to ask, and it doesn't hurt to lend out a hand if you know someone needs to. Don't regret your life, live it as best as you can. Angel did and she made a big hole in life for all to see. 

"Life isn't something you want to just let pass by you, You never know when your time has come."

With Love and Hope,